TweetAutumn is the perfect season, metaphorically speaking at least, to talk about my long chastity sojourn. As many of my readers and followers know, I have been practicing chastity, in one form or other, for several decades. I have been under the control of Goddess Nikki alone for about 10 years. And with a few exceptions for making clips and being rewarded, I have spent all of that time caged. The point of all of this being that, from Goddess Nikki’s point of view that is a good thing. First, and foremost, and put simply, it keeps my attention on Her. But perhaps She is more interested in the fact that it changes over time who I am. Mentally and physically. So it has shaped my sexual preferences, for sure, mentally. And She continues to alter my physical makeup as well. How i achieve any satisfaction largely due to the changes She caused to my she cock.

So as autumn set in and summer faded, we had several beautiful days, a few weeks ago, just before Thanksgiving. So as i enjoyed my yard one last time my yard, all closed up tight for winter, pool closed everything put away, it was easy to contemplate the passage of time and my long chastity journey.

And as i walked around my yard i recalled how this had all started so many years ago. And how my tastes—and my now she stick—had changed from then to now. From what was a decent size almost 8″ that had hard just looking at a picture of a woman. Never even contemplating any other forms of sex to what i to i am now. Finding it hard to get turned on by anything but trans woman. Instead of getting all hard any masturbating, i have trouble summing anyway by anally, i.e. a sissygasam.  But that’s apparently not the end of things. She would still like to confine me more securely—and more snuggly. So in an effort to find a device that would accomplish Her will i have been experimenting with other new cages that would shrink me down further and finish me off.

So i went inside to experiment with this new much smaller chastity cage. It is doubtful this one could ever work long term. To make it fit like you see it here, i had to turn it upside down, tie it to a butt plug and pull it back to achiever this look.

The purpose of this update it to show Goddess Nikki how such a cage would look on Her girl. It is so much more unobtrusive. Makes me look so much more feminine. Can for sure e pulled out of the way. AND it will really retrain me and shrink me and destroy me further.

When i met Goddess Nikki i was having great sex with my Wife, who also lent me out to two friends. So in essence i was having fun with three Women. i gave it all up–my Wife won’t even have anything to do with me since i’ve become an anal slave–to become the chastity slave to Goddess Nikki. This hasn’t exactly worked out the way i envisioned.