TweetGoddess Nikki informed me that i was to prepare for my permanent plugging the very next day and She laid out a schedule. The First week i was to plug myself for 4 hours each day. The second week i was to remain plugged for 6 hours. Week three was 10 hours and then the next week i would be plugged and still caged 24/7. Goddess told me to buy three plugs to begin my training

i decided to start with the middle sized one. i had already had some training from Lady J and was able to accommodate  that size for a fuller feel. Also, it will stay put easier, i thought.

The first week was kind of hard getting used to it. But i got through with no major problems. The second week was not as hard even though it was for a longer period. By week three it was actually getting easier rather than harder. i am sure that is because of Goddess N’s teasing and prodding which made me hot and bothered actually. She warned me that i will actually come to feel empty when it is not inside me.

So here i am getting undressed, the naughty girl i am, getting plugged for life. Goddess Nikki always insists that i take pics to show Her. Also, to humiliate myself.

Actually before week four i was plugged full time, 24/7, as Goddess Nikki was pitching it on Her sites on the web.

TweetAfter the cam show Goddess Nikki suddenly said She planned to plug me. i had stupidly mentioned to Her in an e-mail that another slave i was talking to on Yahoo had been been made to wear a butt plug constantly. Said it was very sensual after awhile, but the slave wasn’t doing it any longer. i wasn’t sure i even believed it could be done. Goddess Nikki was immediately in love with the idea. She said i should do that for Her. Apparently, She wanted to stop me from fucking myself as i had been getting to like that in the place of cumin since i was caged all the time. Further, She didn’t want me fucking on cam unless She said so. When She told me that She wanted me to learn to function with a plug in me and that eventually She planned to plug me 24/7.

At first i didn’t believe She was serious, and when i realized that She was, i said that i didn’t think i could ever do that. She said that i would be surprised what i could do for Her if i tried. She told me i would start right away. She had seen a purse at Macy’s She wanted. i would to dress, plug myself, and go buy it for Her immediately. Sometimes when She knows something will be hard for me She makes me do it right away before i have time to think about it. That’s one of the reasons i love Her is that She tries to take care of me at the same time She uses me. So i did as She asked and left for the mall.

Above, i get myself feminized and plugged. Next i pick out a sweater top that isn’t too over the top. And then some jeans.  The assignment was to purchase, for my Goddess, a purse She found at Macy’s.  It wasn’t exactly easy, but i found that my plug, which reminded me of Goddess Nikki’s firm hand, helped. Even if it was a little hard to get used to. When the task was finally completed i returned home and took a few more pics

All in all it was a worthwhile endeavor that introduced me to the feeling of being plugged for a long period and doing it while in public. Obviously, She showed me that yes i could plug myself for Her if i tried. Thank You Goddess!

TweetWell i did my first cam Show with TS Nitrilla. It was decided that i would do one of my Strip Shows. i am pretty experienced at doing Strip Shows, as i have been doing them for many years. my Wife had the idea of seeing me dance and strip for Her amusement. Over the years i got pretty good. i ended up doing them many times for my Wife and two of Her girlfriends. my Wife always ended up using Her vibrator and brought Herself to many Orgasms each time. Sometimes She would have as many as 18 to 20 O’s during one show. Her two friends also used vibrators, or their hands, most of the time while watching. But i had never done a Strip on cam before.

Nitrilla is very experienced with internet cams shows and was willing to help out a bit so She could be entertained.  So She helped me with the cam hook up, settings and so forth. She was also willing and quite able to critique my show. For my first strip i used a yellow two piece outfit, which was slinky and good for stripping off

Nitrilla seemed to enjoy my strip show, after i got it going. She ended up stripping off Her own clothes, bra panties and stockings, and getting comfortable. Eventually She ended up stroking Her hot sexy stick to a good orgasm.

TweetHey everyone! i wanted to tell You about a Web Site, and the TS who owns and administers it. As everyone knows, i am somewhat transgendered myself and therefore am always interested in learning more about it. i also get all turned on thinking of myself like that. lol

Well…a few months back i was reading Transformation Magazine, to which i subscribe. That month the cover girl was Nitrilla. There was a layout of Her inside, of course, and i found Her to be quite compelling. You put that together with the fact that Goddess Nikki is trying to turn me into a cum sucking (and here is the hardest part of being Goddess N’s sissy) cock loving sissy and it was hard not to be intrigued.  Nitrilla also, obviously has a cock, and i found it to be very compelling as well. As part of Her spread it mentioned Her Web Site, http://www.Nitrilla.com   So i joined  

Once i purchased the membership and checked out Her galleries, i realized that this TS Woman is really into fetish. She does it all, and most importantly understands it all. i also noticed that She did bi-weekly web shows where i could get a chance to see Her live and chat with Her.

i began to attend almost all of the cam shows and was able to get to know Her personally. Often as well She would masturbate Herself to orgasm right there on cam. And it was pretty darn sexy for sure. With Goddess Nikki’s proding i allowed myself to think outside the box, literally (lol) and see it as a sexual act that turned me on. Especially being locked as i am. One of our chats, the part in writing, She posted on Her site.

Eventually, one of the other participants in the web chat mentioned to me that he would hook up with our host on Nite Flirt. So in an effort to get closer to this beautiful TS Woman and Her equally beautiful (i now thought) stick, i decided to seek Her out on Nite Flirt.