Happy Valentine Anniversary to Goddess @EroticNikki

Valentine’s Day is always special to a subbie and her Owner.  A great day to show that special person in the slave’s life, how important She is.  But to Goddess Erotic Nikki and i there is more to it that just that.  This is the anniversary of Her taking charge of my key and caging me.  It was 14 years ago today that Goddess Nikki took ownership of me.

First, i want to thank Her for molding me in the image She wanted.  i love what She has done with me, and what i’ve become, although it was not my intention to be changed like i have. When this all started i had a nice sized strong stick and i had been using it with several Women.  Now i have been noticibally emasculated and am caged most of the time. i am allowed no sexual contact or release and i have been reduced, or is it enhanced for someone like me, to edging annually only to images of my Goddess and the big hard cocks that i fantasize She is ordered me to service.

If you read my New Year’s Day blog then you know that i begged Her to turn up the heat by taking complete control, thanks to today’s technology.  Since that time i have been caged and have started using my tribute box when i edge.  The lock is open and  my keys are inside.  One for my chastity, and one for the tribute box.

Goddess Nikki has agreed to assume a more complete, but now pretty flexible, control of my now little stick. i of course, sent Goddess N some Valentine’s Day gifts, and with those gifts i enclosed Her set of keys.  She should have them, son’t you think.  In the meantime, mine can be locked until She opens the lock remotely right from Her iPhone. i am sending the information for the downloading of the app necessary to control the padlock and We/we are ready to go, when She gets up to speed.

In the meantime, i am doing what i always do, i.e. shoot a kinky humiliating video clip for the occasion. This year, the video depicts Cupid’s evil twin, a slutty sister, that puts her own twist in the tail, so to speak.


i have posted some stills from the video clip on my only fans page, address below, along with an eight minute video, as per usual. i am really getting hot due to Her turning up the heat. And iu will continue to beg Her publicly here for what i know deep down i need.

So Happy Anniversary, Goddess.  Thank You for fourteen years of Your being in my head and turning me into the sissy slave that You can use and allowing me the honor of serving! http://www.onlyfans.com/KrissyTannen

Open Letter to Goddess Nikki

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! And as a New year begins, it is the usual tradition to make resolutions for the new Year. And in my case i both need and deserve to be made to make a resolution to be a better submissive for Goddess Nikki Ashton.So as this new year of 2021 begins,  So here is @Erotic Nikki’s pink sissy on January 1lst in the year 2021.

It’s been awhile since I have posted here.  Hate to admit it by I’ve been posting on Only Fans instead.  It is quicker, and easier, but does not allow for the detailed posts I used to make here.  It is about being busy and the ease of posting there.  It is also, unfortunately about getting a bit lazy, in an effort to save time.  It’s an attitude that is not conducive to being the best I can be, and is symptomatic of a real problem for being a good sl

As we all know one needs to be totally turned on and without any way to do anything about it.  We need to beg and plead with our owners for release, or just just be content to wait until our owners deem it appropriate or necessary to get the bet out of us.  Knowing this, after years of service, I also know that it is pretty hard to keep tabs on, even if the Domme and slave reside together, let alone when they do not. After Goddess Nikki and i giving this considerable thought and discussion over the years it seemed almost a futile effort.  But krissy, being well trained, and dedicated as well, knew that while i enjoyed some amount of freedom there needed to be changes if i was to assume my real potential. Therefore, this post is intended as an open letter to my Goddess, Erotic Nikki Ashton.

Dear Goddess Nikki::                                                                                                      This letter is a shameless attempt to beg You to take back the control You deserve and that this subbie so desperately needs.  I so need to be locked up by You permanently. To only be released at Your discretion.

Please Goddess consider giving me enough of Your time to again make me become a panting slut for You that i was meant to be. To publicly humiliate myself in Your honor and for Your amusement. I agree and want to be plugged as necessary as well, and need to be spread as wide as You can get me.  To end up dripping in anticipation of Your getting a plug in my hole.

I have after much research found the tools necessary for You to  exert Your total control over this sissy slut.  First i found a blue tooth lock manufactured by Master Lock.  This lock can be locked and unlocked from an app on Goddess Nikki’s phone. Imagine that.  The key can now be locked securely away, but be readily assessable from any place Goddess N happens to be.  Here is a picture of the the locking device.  

As one can see it is a durable master lock, but with a blue tooth capacity, that can be unlocked in an instant. the code and be shared with another as well, and then re-set to another code.  That would have been great when I was coming with TS Nitrilla and just recently with Mistress Lillith. This all sounds easy enough, but then next step, which proved somewhat problematic was getting something with a hasp big enough to accommodate the nice big shaft of the master lock.

This key safe is totally secure, and nobody is breaking into the lock or the safe until You say Goddess.

i want to give You my best efforts always and while it becomes hard sometime, with all that’s going on now, and even in more normal times, to keep focused, being caged will keep my attention directed where it belongs–on You. It’s obvious that being caged like this will keep me hot and playable and doing my best for You. Even though it gets difficult and frustrating, i need to be kept dripping hot at all times in order to be at my best because i;m so pathetic . i know that i have been made this way by Your past training. But instead of being upset because i now have trouble getting hard and only feel right when i’s caged, i am grateful, and i am humbly requesting that You totallymentally emasculate me.  Make me Your little bitch girl desperate for a sissygasm. Hoping to please You enough to be allowed one, all the time only being allowed to edge.Knowing full well that this only reinforces my dependence on You  further reduces any normal urges in favor of my new identity.

i fully admit that solely because of You and Your training i need cocks. i need those cocks in my new slutty porn persona.  i spend most of my edging time looking at the big beautiful cocks of TS women. Would love to find one to suck for You, Goddess!. Since there’s no sissygasms without Your approval, it seems that i will be edging a lot to those big giant beautiful sexy hot cocks. When i’m not using pics or vids of You, usually to get me in a cock sucking mood.

Now my edging is probably a good thing for Your purposes.  It definitely keeps me hot and, more importantly, continually horny, and You don’t have to be bothered by any of it. That doesn’t mean, however, that You shouldn’t benefit directly from it, so in an effort to deal with that i had an idea. The tribute box. A cousin to the tip jar, i guess.

And here it is to the right.  It’s a clear box with a slit, sounds like a good way of putting it, on the top, to drop my tribute in.  my idea, Goddess was for me to have to drop the cash tribute through the top each time i edge.  It wouldn’t have to be a huge amount to edge, because i will edge a lot of nights, and when i edge i do it many times each session.  It won’t take long before that box gets full as my blue balls.  Then i can despot it when You want and send it over.  That’s in addition to my credit card You have. i’m sure You recognize the pic of You on top.  Seems appropriate.

So please cage me permanently, Goddess. Totally destroy what is left of my woman stick and totally emasculate me.  Please plug me as before, when i was plugged for two years straight. We have the internet plug with it’s phone app to use when You deem it appropriate.  i want to be so worked up that i will willingly, voluntarily, and gratefully do the deprived things that somebody at my stage has to do to attract any attention. After the pandemic passes, of course, i’d like to think You would sit on my face. Piss on me, and without getting too graphic otherwise train me as a full service toilet, Goddess. i read somewhere that a slave should want anything that comes from their Dominant Owner and being a toilet proves the total subjugation. I agree. And i deserve that type of treatment. And You deserve that type of love and devotion.  Please make me the panting slutty cum eating toilet that i’ve become inside and need to be for You on the outside too!

With  Devotional Love,


Merry Christmas

Well as Christmas is approaching it is always hectic to get things all bought, wrapped and sent to Goddess Nikki. And it seems that it takes up all the time i have available to get it all done. No matter how soon i start or how much time i have.  This year was no different, but i got everything together in time.  Here are the packages that i was ending to my Goddess

Found some real cute and interesting gifts this year.   Something different. Starting with the cool Christmas stocking shaped lie Texas boot. That thing was stuffed with good chocolates.  No cheap stuff.  Also a few gifts stuffed in there.

So here’s krissy Claus getting things together and ready to send.It’s always a little difficult to get things situated just right in the box to send so it doesn’t move all around.But i got everything to the Post Office on time.  Or so i thought.  i’m sure everyone knows about the problems at the Post Office this year. And in spite of the clerk telling me no sweat when i mailed them, they were over a week late.  Luckily Goddess N did not hold me responsible for the slow delivery  and posted these two pics.  One when of the gifts wrapped and another after She had unwrapped them.









You’ll notice the money ornaments that i sent as part of the gifts, as well as sever gift cards so Goddess N could purse Her passion–shopping! Fortunately Goddess approved!

Labor Day

It’s Labor Day. The traditional end of summer. But not the end of the warm balmy weather. Hope everyone is enjoying the holiday weekend, and the weather. And since it is still so nice out, I took some pics commemorating the day outside, next to our flag.

Goddess Nikki wants me to be channel my inner sissy and dress a little more sissy like.  As a start I dragged out my very short, red, white and blue patriotic ruffle skirt.  Nothing screams sissy like ruffles, unless it’s very short ruffles.

Here I stand in front of some patriotic holiday bunting and old glory.  Nice pic for a Labor Day weekend, don’t you think.



I took a whole gallery for the occasion and am posting a few here and the rest are on my only fans page

Had fun taking these on such a nice sunny day. And they came out pretty well because of it.

I also have some video clips posted on my clips for sale store that I posted in previous years.


So if you want to check either the C4S store is reflected above menu, with the some of the recent shown to the left. And Only Fans http://www.onlyfans.com/KrissyTannen.

Go take a look and keep Goddess Nikki pleased with my efforts.


Blue Water Blue Toy


Hot a particularly bright, hot nd sunny day, I decided to sneak outside and have some fun with one of my toys. The water, my outfit and my toy all being blue, I posted the video clip I made using my toy on my only fans page.  Her’s water I looked like in the video


See the clips at http://www.onlyfans.com/Krissy Tannen

Hot Orange on a Hot Day

It’s a beautiful day.  Hot. Bright. While relaxing on the porch upstair overlook the yard, I decided to take a few foot pics.

Here is a sample. After taking some upstairs, I decided to go downstairs into th back yard and take some others.















Lastly, I did a toy fucking video clip on the settee. All of which I have posted at http://www.onlyfans.com/KrissyTannen

July 4th

Hope everyone is enjoying the 4th of July Holiday weekend.  It’s a greet weekend.  Good weather, and a long weekend to enjoy it. I decided to post some pic for the holiday like I usually do in keeping with my tradition with Goddess Nikki.  She enjoys my effort and the pics I post on holidays.  


One would expect red, white and blue. But I carried the red, white and, blue theme, right down to my toes

And I decided, as well, to wear a patriotic swim suit to take some pics out by the pool.





Here i am enjoying the day and relaxing by the pool.



Then to end the day i used this patriotic toy to fuck my hole at poolside, and posted it all on


Getting Summer Started

As the summer gets started, I want to take advantage of the nice weather and our yard.  So i posted some pics and two day in the life type videos on my only fans page.


The first one involved pool maintaince.  I the first one I am wearing this swimsuit, and some cut-offs pouring chlorine into the pool.

So i;m going around the pool dumping the chlorine and then i strip off my shorts out by the pool. I really like this suit as it shows off my tan. lol

Since a day in my life normally involves kink..


I decided to fuck myself out by the pool wearing only this sheer see-through outfit.

You can see my plug which i remove so i can have some fun again onmyonly fans page.  Check it out


Summer Soles

Clips for Sale is got a promotion going which they call Summer Soles 2019.  They are asking people to post clips displaying their their feet, specifically their soles, using the tag of #summersoles19. So  I decided to post a clip on my clips store. Here is a rapid fire version of the clip I posted there. That one at normal speed, of course.

Pool Opening

Opening the pool for the summer.  We are doing our spring clean-ups in the yard, and the best part is opening the pool for the summer season.  This huge ‘water feature” is so peaceful.  Looks and even sounds so calming.  But the best part is still the swimming.


Here i am sitting pool side getting ready to indulge myself in the nice, although still a little cool, water.

It’s nice way to spend some time and get relaxed.  And sometimes to have some kinky fun